Helena
14, Acs Intl. ♥♥♥
Friday, October 31, 2008
this post was written yesterday, published TODAY.
whoo yeaaa. today's math paper... Section one was okay, section 2 - screwed up completely. oh well, useless to talk about the past, i just pray hard i pass. PASS PLEASE. oh okay so after teacher collected the papers, and we left class, i remeber kevin did something hilarious like jump over the railing and landed on the carpark floor, all out of excitement cause exams are over. i have such a crazy class but i love it. haha. :)
so after paper i went to Cineleisure. met wangshi there :) bought tickets for Max Payne, (regretted it later on) and went to have KFC for lunch. seriously acs people are funny. orchard is somehow their 2nd home or something. haha. during lunch wangshi and i caught up on stuff that's been going on, yea and things have really changed! lol! and when we walked out of acs guess who i saw going into the lift!! wtf hahaha so unexpected. so of course i dragged wangshi with me upstairs and we found THEM at the 9th floor. that really made my day haha. except i couldve been more friendly right, wangshi? haha. so we went back downstairs to get popcorn and went to catch max payne.
max payne was such a violent movie i covered my face half the time i swear. i even felt like leaving the theatre at one point of time. i rate max payne like 6/10. WE SHOULDVE WATCHED HSM 3!! EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT EVEN WATCH NUMBER 2!! ):
DAMN IT .
dayummm, after that went wisma to wait for joanna :) . after the collected her camera, we walked around for while, then julin and yok were coming to wisma so i left wangshi and joanna to find them :P . we visited shops, and they made me try on the highest hair of heels they could find in one shop and i was like 180? wtf?? hahhaha. then at 4+ i went home :)
whoo yeaaa. today's math paper... Section one was okay, section 2 - screwed up completely. oh well, useless to talk about the past, i just pray hard i pass. PASS PLEASE. oh okay so after teacher collected the papers, and we left class, i remeber kevin did something hilarious like jump over the railing and landed on the carpark floor, all out of excitement cause exams are over. i have such a crazy class but i love it. haha. :)
so after paper i went to Cineleisure. met wangshi there :) bought tickets for Max Payne, (regretted it later on) and went to have KFC for lunch. seriously acs people are funny. orchard is somehow their 2nd home or something. haha. during lunch wangshi and i caught up on stuff that's been going on, yea and things have really changed! lol! and when we walked out of acs guess who i saw going into the lift!! wtf hahaha so unexpected. so of course i dragged wangshi with me upstairs and we found THEM at the 9th floor. that really made my day haha. except i couldve been more friendly right, wangshi? haha. so we went back downstairs to get popcorn and went to catch max payne.
max payne was such a violent movie i covered my face half the time i swear. i even felt like leaving the theatre at one point of time. i rate max payne like 6/10. WE SHOULDVE WATCHED HSM 3!! EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT EVEN WATCH NUMBER 2!! ):
DAMN IT .
dayummm, after that went wisma to wait for joanna :) . after the collected her camera, we walked around for while, then julin and yok were coming to wisma so i left wangshi and joanna to find them :P . we visited shops, and they made me try on the highest hair of heels they could find in one shop and i was like 180? wtf?? hahhaha. then at 4+ i went home :)
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
01. What have you been doing recently?
studying, watching gossip girl..?
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
when it hangs.
03. What happened at 10.00am?
science paper.
04. When did you last cry?
i dont remember, lol.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
i guess so.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
to pass my exams while i slacked, and a life.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
put up my hood. if i have one, that is..
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my pillow..? hahahha
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
some bottom. lol.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
nicest? i dont know.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
depends.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
can't remember.
14. What are you proud of?
dont know .
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
'sian im bored i pon school today.' From cherie on 14 oct, LOL.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
no idea. i dont really sing out loud..
17.Do you have any nicknames?
dont know.
18. What does your last received text message say?
can i dont answer this.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1 plus i think.
20. Are you currently happy?
err sort of.
21. Who gives you best advice?
depends on what type.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no way
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
mariel.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
YES . :(
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
cherie.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
what are those?
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
mariel.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yes
29. What annoys you most in a person?
calculativeness and people who think they own everything. hate that.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
hmm yeah?
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
nooooo.
32. What is the colour of your room?
boring white.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
yes, i think.
34. Do you believe in the saying of : Talk is cheap?
yea.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me?
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
my dad i think.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
er yea
38. Do you have a life?
nope. wishing for one.
39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't die?
dont think so.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i dont have a profile song
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
somebody
42. Last time you smiled?
just now
43. Have you changed this year?
i cant judge that can i?
44. What are you listening right now?
vindicated by dashboard confessional .
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
no
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
haha if i walk with my eyes closed it's a miracle im still alive.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
not really.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
dont ask me that cause i got no idea.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yaaaaahhh
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
to watch 5 episodes of gossip girl instead of studying chinese.
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
"studying"
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
hell no
53. What song best describe your love life?
whatever sad love song there is.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
nope
55. Who always make you laugh?
cherie.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
yea.
57. Favourite website(s)?
facebook..?
58. What's your middle name?
not telling
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
going out with wangyyy :D
60. What do you think you are like?
depends on my mood.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
i rather die alone, than drag someone to die with me.
62. Where have you been today?
school.
63. What game do you play often?
alot of games
64. Who are you missing right now?
someone
65. If you have to choose between friends and lover, who will you choose?
depends.
66. What are you doing right now?
this.
67. Which primary school are you from?
nanyang
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black. white. pink?
69. What emotion you like to show?
depends on my mood.
70. What is your life to you?
being happy.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
solve it.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
cherie
73. Who do you admire most?
no one
74. Which month are you born in?
may .
75. How are you feeling right now?
shit
76. What is the time now?
20.02
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
as in what kinda tagged?
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
brown, and regretted it terribly.
79. Why are you doing this test?
kill time.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
go play maple. HAHAHA.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
guess what i dont know if i wanna even get married.
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriends or friends?
arent they the same thing.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
steal a car, and drive it super fast like in those video games, go around with graffiti and vandalise whatevers in front of me, go skydiving.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
cherie i guess.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after it rains?
yes
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
a new life.
87. What is your goal for this year?
to get a life .
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
whats that
89. What feeling do you love most?
happyness? haha.
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
of course. we're all gona die soon. jks.
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
this feeling, feeling lifeless, worried and agitated?
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
of course.
93. Do you believe in God?
when things are sucky and the dont work out well, nope. if everything is amazing, yes.
94. Who cares for you most?
my dad? okay, maybe me mom too.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
right now, friends. and someone .
96. What will you bring when you fight?
erm...
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
not having a life.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
theres always the window, jk.
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
cut off his balls or something
100. How do you feel now?
lifeless.
studying, watching gossip girl..?
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
when it hangs.
03. What happened at 10.00am?
science paper.
04. When did you last cry?
i dont remember, lol.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
i guess so.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
to pass my exams while i slacked, and a life.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
put up my hood. if i have one, that is..
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my pillow..? hahahha
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
some bottom. lol.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
nicest? i dont know.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
depends.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
can't remember.
14. What are you proud of?
dont know .
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
'sian im bored i pon school today.' From cherie on 14 oct, LOL.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
no idea. i dont really sing out loud..
17.Do you have any nicknames?
dont know.
18. What does your last received text message say?
can i dont answer this.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1 plus i think.
20. Are you currently happy?
err sort of.
21. Who gives you best advice?
depends on what type.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no way
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
mariel.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
YES . :(
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
cherie.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
what are those?
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
mariel.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yes
29. What annoys you most in a person?
calculativeness and people who think they own everything. hate that.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
hmm yeah?
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
nooooo.
32. What is the colour of your room?
boring white.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
yes, i think.
34. Do you believe in the saying of : Talk is cheap?
yea.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me?
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
my dad i think.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
er yea
38. Do you have a life?
nope. wishing for one.
39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't die?
dont think so.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i dont have a profile song
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
somebody
42. Last time you smiled?
just now
43. Have you changed this year?
i cant judge that can i?
44. What are you listening right now?
vindicated by dashboard confessional .
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
no
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
haha if i walk with my eyes closed it's a miracle im still alive.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
not really.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
dont ask me that cause i got no idea.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yaaaaahhh
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
to watch 5 episodes of gossip girl instead of studying chinese.
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
"studying"
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
hell no
53. What song best describe your love life?
whatever sad love song there is.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
nope
55. Who always make you laugh?
cherie.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
yea.
57. Favourite website(s)?
facebook..?
58. What's your middle name?
not telling
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
going out with wangyyy :D
60. What do you think you are like?
depends on my mood.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
i rather die alone, than drag someone to die with me.
62. Where have you been today?
school.
63. What game do you play often?
alot of games
64. Who are you missing right now?
someone
65. If you have to choose between friends and lover, who will you choose?
depends.
66. What are you doing right now?
this.
67. Which primary school are you from?
nanyang
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black. white. pink?
69. What emotion you like to show?
depends on my mood.
70. What is your life to you?
being happy.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
solve it.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
cherie
73. Who do you admire most?
no one
74. Which month are you born in?
may .
75. How are you feeling right now?
shit
76. What is the time now?
20.02
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
as in what kinda tagged?
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
brown, and regretted it terribly.
79. Why are you doing this test?
kill time.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
go play maple. HAHAHA.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
guess what i dont know if i wanna even get married.
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriends or friends?
arent they the same thing.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
steal a car, and drive it super fast like in those video games, go around with graffiti and vandalise whatevers in front of me, go skydiving.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
cherie i guess.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after it rains?
yes
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
a new life.
87. What is your goal for this year?
to get a life .
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
whats that
89. What feeling do you love most?
happyness? haha.
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
of course. we're all gona die soon. jks.
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
this feeling, feeling lifeless, worried and agitated?
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
of course.
93. Do you believe in God?
when things are sucky and the dont work out well, nope. if everything is amazing, yes.
94. Who cares for you most?
my dad? okay, maybe me mom too.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
right now, friends. and someone .
96. What will you bring when you fight?
erm...
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
not having a life.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
theres always the window, jk.
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
cut off his balls or something
100. How do you feel now?
lifeless.
oh how lifeless of me to do that. math tomorrow, learning formulas later. today's science was alright. screwed physics and chem. bio was okay. can't wait for tomorrow. =D god i havent seen wangshi in like one bloody year. finally we can go out. phulwin in november too. haha i miss you guys like fuck. i cant believe after tomorrow, things are going to change, at last.
but it might be a little too late, dont you think?
but it might be a little too late, dont you think?
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
so we had chinese today, not going to say it was easy. the paper was 2 hours long, with 3 comprehensions, 1 summary, and one fill-in-the-blanks-with-helping-words thing. i screwed up the summary by not understanding the passage, and randomly underlining sentences and copying it down, only to find out i have exceeded the word limit when i counted the amount of words.
and comprehension wasnt much better. i didnt read (properly read) a single passage, just took note of the 'key words' in the question, and went back to the passage to find the answer. yes, that primary school foolproof method. just that its only meant for primary school. and the fill in the blanks thing i tried my best to look at weiyi's answers, only managed to get some but all the best to me.
haha. science tomorrow. done with chem. have bio and physics left. and i have too many distractions like blogging, msn, gossip girl. GOSSIP GIRL!! i watched 9 episodes within 24hours, if it was spent on revision imagine what could've happened. hahah. and cherie's not waiting for me, she's at episode god knows what and im at 9 -___- blair wardolf is cool, the type of friend you wanna have just that she's bitchy sometimes oh well not everyones perfect ;)
yayyayyayyy happy holidays to anyone whos having holidays now ;D
haha. science tomorrow. done with chem. have bio and physics left. and i have too many distractions like blogging, msn, gossip girl. GOSSIP GIRL!! i watched 9 episodes within 24hours, if it was spent on revision imagine what could've happened. hahah. and cherie's not waiting for me, she's at episode god knows what and im at 9 -___- blair wardolf is cool, the type of friend you wanna have just that she's bitchy sometimes oh well not everyones perfect ;)
yayyayyayyy happy holidays to anyone whos having holidays now ;D
Monday, October 27, 2008
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
Tagged by :
-cherie tan zj
1. Do you have secrets?
- yes
2. Would you fall in love with a boy older than you?
- maybe?
3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
-for my friendzz :)
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- save half of it and move to hawaii
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
- noooooooo!
6. If you have to choose one person between ur boyfriend & best friend, who will you choose?
- if they are my true friend and lover they wouldnt make me decide :D
7. Hows life now?
- worryinggg bout many stuffs
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- make the person he's attached to's life miserable in any way i can :)
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
-yupp!! everyone i like :D
10. What makes you angry?
- hmm, people to do the lip thing in photos, twits, HYPOCRISM(ahem) and some people .
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- let's keep that a surprise.
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- family, CLOSE friends, and the person i like :D
13. What is the most important thing in life?
- happyness.
14. What is more important?Family or Career?
- famillyyy?
15. What is your favourite colour?
- midnight blue?
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- i'll give as much as i CAN i guess.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- none! i'll go jump off a skyscraper for falling for 2 people at once~ :)
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- not really..
19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- ALOT of stuff.
20. 5 people I have tagged:
no one in particular, anyone who cares to do this quiz....?
:)
\chinese tomorrow! dieeeeeeeee.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Haven posted since forever,, okay it's only since oct 18 but it seemed like forever.
these few days are passing so slowly. i even forgot todays date, haha.
been feeling rather empty lately. too much private server maple, and too little studying.
i can't believe i didnt finish studying history and had to wake up at 6am on the day of the paper to cram some of yok's history study guide into my brain. and the stuff i expected would come out didnt! wthhhh. waste. they asked us to describe the social class of China, so i just put down the feudal system thing. there was one fact/opinion question too which i didnt know, gahhhh.
And for RS, which i didnt study for, i left 1/3 the paper blank, and anyhow answered most of them. of course some i cheated; from my table to mariels table is one arm length..
and the invigilator didnt take note of the new rule that students arent supposed to go off before the stipulated ending time of the paper, so she let half the class go 45mins aft the paper started, and we made too much noise so some teachers found out and they complained and she got scolded so the rest who didnt wanna go out were stuck in there for 45 more minutes! haha!
yea, chinese, math and science left. wish me luck guyzzz.
these few days are passing so slowly. i even forgot todays date, haha.
been feeling rather empty lately. too much private server maple, and too little studying.
i can't believe i didnt finish studying history and had to wake up at 6am on the day of the paper to cram some of yok's history study guide into my brain. and the stuff i expected would come out didnt! wthhhh. waste. they asked us to describe the social class of China, so i just put down the feudal system thing. there was one fact/opinion question too which i didnt know, gahhhh.
And for RS, which i didnt study for, i left 1/3 the paper blank, and anyhow answered most of them. of course some i cheated; from my table to mariels table is one arm length..
and the invigilator didnt take note of the new rule that students arent supposed to go off before the stipulated ending time of the paper, so she let half the class go 45mins aft the paper started, and we made too much noise so some teachers found out and they complained and she got scolded so the rest who didnt wanna go out were stuck in there for 45 more minutes! haha!
yea, chinese, math and science left. wish me luck guyzzz.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
On Hiatus
till exams are over.
31st October people :D
-
Might post on some days, don't know.
hahhaha ;D
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
okay, i have learnt my lesson. no more coming to school early. i rather risk being late than stoning like some retart in assembly.. yeah. today was nice, a good day for me. i did some badminton for PE, which wasnt so bad cause i love badminton :) but there's netball next week... IN THE FIELD. dammnnnn. and during lunch break i bought the guy uniform! only top of course. haha. it looks much much nicer than the girls one i swear! but it's kinda obvious and i'm going to have to avoid the vp and some teachers already.. haha. (i dont mind)
and curse my stupid brain cells i should have bought the polo shirt even if i didnt like it.. damn me. damn me. damn me. damn me. damn me. DAMN HELENA. :( :( :(
haha and chem was funny.. yok took out my mascara. and started applying on me. then miss seah was like 'this is not a beauty workshop! and why did you disturb helena by putting mascara on her? you knw shes not very good in chem!' ughh so gay. embarrassingggg.
lalalala. good bye people.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
woke up late, had one cookie for breakfast, off to school!
had another boring assembly. tutor time, then rs. never seen mr quek so serial before, he shouted very loudly at the boys when they touched the projects, and they also complained that their marks weren't high enough, (which is kinda true if you ask me)
english, i forgot to hand in my summary... -_- copied the whole of looking for dad poem which is one and a half pages long if you count the amount of lines. break was fine, went to miss soh's room to get some work done, then history. kinda borrrrring ):
math, had mock exam, sure fail. some assholes cheated. i fucking hate it when people get good marks but they cheated to get it. i dont feel good inside, don't they? -.- break again, ate alot.
had a damn fun chinese lesson, haha. chinese is slackkkk.
then went home, in a very very good mood. until she smsed me, now i feel so betrayed.
those 2 fucking bitches, can't you just do the whole world a favour and jump off a skyscraper?
we won't miss you, trust us. you're going to get it from me someday, that's for sure.
.
/ i regret not buying the polo shirt. I DIDNT BUY IT, STUPID ME.
arghhh, PE tomorrow. we're doing volleyball. fuuuuckkkkk PE.
Monday, October 13, 2008
helllloo. maid kinda scared me into waking up againnn -.- saying that my mom will send me to school so i cant be late blah blah, and ended up gettiing rdy 10 mins earlier, but my mom left without me. whatever. So i reached school at 8.10 damn early, had stomachache during assemblyy, english sucked, art was screwed, presenting next week. fucking screweddd. hope madam ong gets sick or something. and miss soh wants to set targets for me from tomorrow onwards.. which means no more slacking in math class ): here's some conversation with me, yok and miss soh today.miss soh: helena, when am i going to get fridays work? its 10% of your grades.
yok and me: your next life :P
miss soh: well, you will get your 7 in your next life then.
haha. ohwellls. and music was screwed too that ____ embarrassed me infront of the class, bitchhhh-o dont expect me to do another fcking project with you ever again annoying crapassss.
yea so today they released the polo shirts, i dont really like it but i still might buy one. but someone looks hot in them. haha. polo shirts arent really my thingggg. i shall go complete my stupid homeworks nowww.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
hiiii. today was boringggg, have so much work left.
screw art. screw art. screw art. screw art.
save me from this stupid projectttt.
):
i only have the write up left, but the only thing is the freaking presentation!!!FUCK PRESENTATIONS!!!!!!111
BLOODY HELLLL.
curse o.t.c . . .
hope she doesnt take any pics, i think i shall request for no pics.
ZZZZZ.
what i want now is a Fillet-o-fish to cheer me up ): i'm so hungryyy. and my freaking parents are in a bad mood cause they scolded my sisters for not getting rdy by 5 cause they were supposed to bring them out.. lol. let's see how many projects i have due next week..
RS Project, Art fucking shit project, and son of a whore music, which reminds me omg we're not even done for music. we havent started on rs, for art we just have to finish the write up and logo.
GOD DAMN IT.
and the music and art is due tmr, rs is due on tuesday.. i can just go jump into a river now.
since when was fucking art such a bloody important subject ,, fucking hell thank god i'm not taking it next year. music too.
must be cause of this freaking school that my working attitude changed so much,argh.
I HATE ART!
I HATE ART!!
I HATE ART!!!
I HATE ART!!!!
I HATE ART!!!!!
I HATE ART!!!!!!
I HATE ART!!!!!!!
I HATE ART!!!!!!!!
I HATE ART!!!!!!!!!
I HATE ART!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKIN HELL.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Tomorrow i shall force myself to do P.E no matter what. Even if the guys are in the field or not. I've spent too much time thinking about stuff that'll affect me for no reasons, and that is my P.E grades. Even though P.E isn't that important, i shouldn't use that as an excuse to fail.
Yeah so today we played Angels and Mortals during english, i really want a re-do in this shit. 2V sucks at keeping secrets. And i already know who my angel is, so it's kinda pointless now. I bet everyone in class knows who their angel is already. And another reason i want a re-do is to prevent my mortal from being disappointed, cause she didnt get any letters. I've got nothing GOOD to write about this mortal, so she better not expect anything much. Bitch-o
We can continue this for as long as you want, but it'll get old after a while, right? So every time and every day this goes on and on, my patience will wear out, and there'll be nothing left already.
xx
Saturday, October 4, 2008
haha, i wish my dad owned a private range ,,the ones here are too crowded .
or i wish we live really near one . .
ahhh im bored .
nothing to do at home . . .
xcept homework but mariels coming tomorrow to do with me .
none of my friends are online nw ,, so im xtra bored ! !
another 19 days to exam ! i have to study alrdy T-T
cause im afraid i might have to repeat year2 ,,no way !
yeap ,another 4 more days to my sisters' birthday !
thinking of what to get them . . .
and yesterday i dreamt that my sisters got 213 and 219 for psle .
hope it doesnt come true , they have to get higher than that ! haha .
should i let them come to my school ? will be very awkward again , hehe .
can you help me? as i'm startin' to burn (all alone)
too many doses and i'm starting to get an attraction
its saturday again..
and i've just had another unproductive week, yay?
i want dad to come back, to settle everything ,, hopefully .
i feel i need a new life, i've been so screwed up for this one and a half months . .
someone killll me !!
i knowww, let's talk about N!
N is DAMN attractive in every way !
we all lovveeeeee him right ?
i think i am going N-uts again,, sorry if i am!
gladys i love that n-uts name you gave me :D
i'm feeling very weird now,, i don know why
i wanna go shopping!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
lazed around today, i'm such a loser.
yea i'm a loser.
you laze around more and you'll live to regret it, dumbass.
zzz. sucker.
i'm in such a edgy mood again.
oh well, happy hari raya to anyone who reads this.
even though it's almost over.
dumbass
loser
sucker
wank
i want to wake uppp, will someone do me a big big favour and grab me by my shoulders and shake me as hard as you can? i need it.
rightttt, i feel the need to shop.
someone bring me shopping?
i havent been shopping for over a month.
but i'm broke and stuck at home.
mommm, faster come backkkk.
ahhh i'll have to wait 'till after 8 october.
okay, my grandma just came in and i got told off for not switching the toilet lights off.
come on, even my 4 year old brother remembers.
sometimes i feel like, my IQ is 25.
damn what the fuck is wrong with me.
i wanna die earlyyyy
i wanna die earlyyyy
don't think im having suicidal thoughts.
i just feel it's better to die young when you feel like that all the time.
oh wellll. i shall go sleep now and look forward to another stupid day.
or better, dont wake up at all.