hi.

Helena 14, Acs Intl. ♥♥♥

Cherie
Julia
Gladys
Phu Lwin
Gwen
Wang Shi
Ching Ting

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yay i aced the hist test ;)

28/28 :D

this week has been good actually. not many bad things happened.

but it ends tomorrow ): cuz it's friday ): ):

friday why must you come so fastttt, damn you.

well today was fun, i arrived super early. hmm. played during chinese, laughed too loud a few times, meichen and i almost made spitballs but we made too much noise so teacher scolded me.. haha but it was all in the name of fun :) hmm had a nice history class, slacked during math.. learned the stuff during bio, some people asked stupid questions, which was what annoyed me most. and during lunch break i sat at the science terrace and me and julin were 'decorating' the tables with meichen's penknife.. you get what i mean. so now im chatting with cherie on msn, being very lifeless as usual.

friday dont come pleaseeee ):

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i am currently attempting to multi-task by learning my history key words and blogging. i am going to ace this test tomorrow so whoever out there who doubts that can eat my dust tomorrow :) ooh ooh my favourite breaking benjamin song is playing on my itunes now ;)

and i just got this mail from friendster... like 30 seconds ago. it said " Friendster Reminder - peanuts's Birthday is Today - September 23 " way to go Friendster. HAHA.

Fs is like the most stupid ass shit hole thing on earth. lags like hell and its really braincell-less most of the time. and i'm thinking of deleting this blog or just making it private.. no one reads it and i feel like im doing all this for the fun of it.. which is kinda true. and i have 3 taggers, Cherie, Gladys and Phu Lwin. where have the others gone? ):

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anywayyyy, today was a good day. mr teh/tay didnt scold me for pretending to be sick for PE, which is kinda obvious cause it's the 4th week i'm skipping PE. hahaha. yes and screw the bio test i'm going to failll. tomorrow is thursday, but i cant go to CLB, i feel extra there ): curse the mandarin chinese class, why cant they send them back to chinese b? ): ): ): then i will have friends to go to if i escape there :/ shit shit shit. hate higher chinese. hate higher chinese. maybe i will buy 3 hash browns and 1 coke before i go in and i'll play the paper game thing with maxine and meichen again :D :D :D okay my parents are leaving for london in an hour's time, and they'll be going to italy immediately after that so i wont see them for 2 weeks how sad.

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okay i have to go be a good student now and go and slp early :P

i need to know what you were saying to me >:(

why didnt i put my persistance to good use that moment.

ohhhhh wellll.

i might be going to Chinese B on thursday.

that is if i have friends to go with me cuz mariel wont be there ):

all foreigners have to go to stupid Mandarin Chinese ):

that means no excuses to go there. shit! JUST WHEN WU LAO SHI LET ME GO.

AHHHH. ): ): ):

anw, my half an hr in chinese B today was nice (:

wu lao shi didnt scold me for being 45 minutes late for chinese!

(needed 15 minutes go muster up courage to go into class, and also to try and see if CLB tcher would let me back in cause she chased me out ): )

and i get to miss bio test! I AM GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW -.-

hahaha, i had fun today :D

that's 20 cool points for insulting someone you dont know well on facebook

:D

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haha, blog tomorrow. but in case i dont,

here's an early birthday wish.

you know i'm so, i'm so in love with you.

♥

today was niceeee.

happy mood the whole time. especially for music.

free period :) got chased around the whole school haha.

hm i dont feel like posting today. or now.

I WANT MY NEW BAG.

BUT MY MOM'S HOME SO I CANT.

ARGHHHH

i can hear the neighbours swimming in their OWN backyard pool now.

Makes me feel like joining them.

i havent swam since... June?

I WANNA GO SWIMMING ):

i used to swim once a week, without fail, after track when i was Primary 6.

and i had the stamina and all.

now it's all lost cause i quitted swimming class.

and i wish i had a backyard pool like my neihgbours.

swimming at night is the best thing ever.

i would like to try that one day.

but i can't do all that today cause i have freaking tuition.

shit tuition.

my mom wont get me a phone too. wont they goddamn understand that it wasnt my fault that fucking sony ericsson doesnt know how the manufacture phones PROPERLY?

shit this shit that. i get so angry whenever the subject of my phone is brought up.

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parents going to London on 25th.

YESYES LIP SMACKERS :D

i wish today will quickly pass and monday will be here.. :D

shites, i think you're becoming the reason i go to school.

but it doesnt matter.

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i think yesterday i did the best piece of tuition homework ever.

Statistics could be my thing. and i never wrote so neatly too. o.o

haha. oh welllll. 38 more days to exams.

better pull up my socks and start revising before it's too late.

okay, lunch is here. bye :)

i'm going to use it to get the Billabong bag i want.

Parents, it's too bad i've to get it myself cause i dont give a shit about you guys.

scold me all you want, you should have thought about how i'll feel sometimes first.
and i really dont know how fucked up is my dad.

i'm only asking for a new phone. and it doesnt have to be anything big.

i would be damn happy with a w910i already.

won't you understand that my old phone spoiled? and i didnt freaking spoil it.

to those people out there who get an iPhone or change their phone every year you better thank your lucky stars. all these must be influence from acs int'l for sure.

i dont know what idiot parents some kids there have, really.

don't they know in a few years time there'll be a food shortage?

prices are increasing so badly and only some people will manage to understand what we're going to face in the future. not want to get ready for it? prepare to fight for food when the time comes.

wtf is wrong with this world?

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i am deadd.

my tutor msged my mom to complain about me.

but nothing can ruin my HAPPY HAPPY mood :D :D :D

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STUFF TO DO.

#BUY GRAPH PAPER!!!

#Finish up history

#finish up art

#go to the gym more often

#go out more often (when was the last time i had a nice trip to orchard?)

#wait for next friday (or thursday)

#tell mom i need a private tutor

#start rmbing stuff taught in tuition (if possible)

#be happy :)

#talk to you more in school.

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Yup.

today was one of the best school days i had.

everything kinda went the way i wanted to

Mariel came over today, we got super stressed out by the History project.

we kept cursing everthing, haha.

but we managed to get the info done.

left with the sources which i'm going to send her later. (:

these days havent been really sad. i'm happier.

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the best thing this week happened this morning

(:

hmm, i feel much better now.

thanks to cherie, mariel and gladys.

i really dont know how i'd survive without your advices.

like seriously, i really dont know.

i'm going to be patient, and POSITIVE.

and i won't jump into conclusions.

i'll let time tell everthing.

if it happens, be happy.

if it doesnt, it's God's decision and it will always be a blessing disguise.

from everything that's happened to me, i'll know it's a blessing in disguise.

from the raffles thing, coming to acs was a new start.

and i just have to keep faith as the number 1 thing in whatever i do.

that's what i always tell myself whenever i think of stuff.

i dont know why i dont do what my mind tells me, it's about time i start to.

and i really should start looking around and thanking God for whatever i have.

friends, family, school, and just how lucky i am to know all these people.

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yup so today was a good day in school.

doing soccer for PE, i'll take note to fake sick and be absent on wednesdays.

today was a total shit day.
nothing went my way yea.
the only funny thing that happened today
was during lunch, mariel bought Warheads.

and then we dared Maxine to eat 17 pieces at a go.

and she did. but she spat it out after a while, zzz.

then julin ate 13. also spat out.

i took the remaining 9. but i finished :D

they called me freak cause my face was expressionless when i ate it.

maybe cause it's only 9 pieces? heh.

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besides this, whole day was shit.

tomorrow better be good.

What else can I say?

This song tells it all.

It's Term 4 people, doesnt time pass fast?

before we know it, it's Term 1 '09 all over again.

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i had a really weird and disturbing dream last night.

woke up at 5.45 feeling all shocked and stuff, but i calmed down and went back to sleep.

today was okay.. not the most ideal first day of school.

but i was happy to see everyone again, after 1 week.

the best part of today was skipping 15minutes of art with Maxine and going to the third level near-staircase area to have a nice, pour-it-all-out chat with her.

and mrs tan made a big, big mistake today. i can't imagine how i'll react if it happened to me.

and that's when apologizing won't help cause the damage is already done.

one good thing about today, last guitar lesson.

i think i need someone to talk to.

i need someone to tell everything to, cause my problems aren't solved yet.

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I give myself until the end of this week to get myself back on track.

i'm a patient person, but i'll only be patient for the things worth waiting for.

if you still keep me waiting, i'll just assume you're unsure of yourself and i'll go.

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tried looking through Google for what my weird dream meant.

i guess it's too weird to be deciphered. hahaha.

i'm really hating this.

and i realise how things are different compared from there and acs.

it's just a totally different society, which means different behaviour.

You guys also put up pictures, which makes me think of those sec 1 days,

and where you don't have to worry about making friends :)

there was just this thing that made us all friends, where looks or possessions don't matter.

but in acs no matter what you do, there's always people bitching about you,

even people you don't know.

they don't have this we're-all-friends thing.

But there's also good about Acs.

oh well, don't know what i'm talking about as usual, goodnight.

Good luck to me on the first day of school :/

My hair looks weird today, hopefully no one notices my haircut.

But my face looks much better i guess.

okay. i gotta go in 7 minutes.. needa pack my bag now.

bye guys.

fuck sony ericsson phone repairers.

now my phone can't be repaired.

they told us the screen was cracked? wtf? and there's no crack on my screen.

fuck you sony ericsson phone repairers.

and now my dad doesn't wanna give me a new phone.

so don't bother calling me as i rather die to use the other shitty phones at home.

and i also wasted this year's birthday present.

a PSP would have been a much better decision.

SHIT.

DONT EVER BUY SE W960i PHONE, PEOPLE.

♥

We all know that we can't be perfect, and no one is.

God gives you good traits, but bad traits too.

And the bad traits He gives you, you just have to deal with it by making the best out of it.

Like they say, God is fair to everyone.

I know God is fair to me, but why did He have to give me one of the worst traits ever?

He gave me a decent image, height, and mind which i thank Him very much for.

But why did he have to make me lazy?

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WTF I PASSED CHINESE? HAHAHHAHA!

AND I ONLY FAILED ART AND MATHS! WOOO.

and my highest was 6 for history.. well miss morris could have given

me 7 for effort no? but i'm happy with 6 for achievement.

but not satisfied if i dont get my 7-7 !!!

i'm going to work on my math, too. Grade: 3-3 ( failed )

i guess i only get 6 for history cause i'm interested in it. haha

Here are my not-so-beautiful grades:

Effort/Achievement

Art: 3 / 3

English: 5/4

Higher Chinese: 4/4 ( dude wtf )

History: 5/6

Math: 3/3

Religious Studies: 4/4

Science: 5/4

soooo, will dad be happy? guess not.

needa work. and im pissed at him he just scolded me for not hearing him

WHEN I HAD MY EARPIECES ON

HOW FUCKTARDED.