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Saturday, August 30, 2008
THIS HAS TO BE THE MOST BORING SATURDAY EVER.

Friday, August 29, 2008
currently waiting for princess CHERIE TAN to get rdy.
we're meeting up at nyps. andddd, she's taking forever cause she lives far far away while for me, i can see nyps' clock tower from my room window.
hmmm.
teacher's day celebration today, most of the teachers deserved the awards for Student's Choice Awards i guess.. i'm kinda sad ms. seah didnt get any though );
HURRY CHERIEEEE. :D
okay, going for lunch now!
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i'm going to miss you more than you can ever imagine for this one week holiday.
EDIT.
Met cherie at about 1.35/1.40pm?
She looks so different. compared to last year. hohoho.
havent seen her for... almost 14 months. missed the crapping loads.
hmm. met at coro. cause someone is lost. HAHA.
then she wanted to get a drink, walked arnd a lot. and i bought a cutie nigt before christmas keychain <3>
we practically wandered around the Nyps/Coronation/Crown Centre area.
super uber fun to be with her! and it was so funny when we shared poppiah, 2 pieces each.
i finished 2 pieces with finesse. someone cannot use chopsticks properly. HAHA.
okok, she wanted to go to nanyang but they closed at 1230, wtf?
so nowhere to go. soo we were alr dying of boredom at 3.30.
then we decided to go my house. which is 10mins walk away?
so went my hse. watched drama. then we did something meanie.
MEAN. A MEAN MASTERPIECE. HAHA.
she went home at 5 ):
fun fun fun day :D
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Yay my lip smackers arrived too!

Thursday, August 28, 2008
Tell me 'bout it
Tell me how I feel
How you feel
And if the feeling's real

I LOVE YOU
SO, SO MUCH
(:

Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Girl it's what you do to me
It's got me saying
Damn girl, you're so fine
The way you let me put it down, girl
Just blows my mind

i'm sooo addicted to Damn Girl ):
Even though it's not from my point of view, and i can't relate to it much,
it's such a sweet song ._.
today was nuts. not a good day at all.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008
'Cause if your love was all I had
In this life
Well that would be enough
Until the end of time

today wasnt exactly great..
okay, it COULD be the best day ever, if what you said to me is true.
cried in chinese today. cause of maxine's songs and the thought of what just happened.
i'm failing RS, by 6%.
-
i need to get away fast, there's too many distractions.
i just wish i could bring you along.
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YOK I WILL MISS YOU. COME BACK FAST ):

Monday, August 25, 2008
it should have been me.

awww, what a day, of good and bad. i'm going to get a demerit because of comic life.
oh well, live with it. i dont feel like posting right now.. today wasn't very good towards the end..
):
that electric touch of yours.
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*CHERIE YOU ROCK.
the one who never fails to cheer me up by making funny and evil stories of people i'm angry with and make me laugh non-stop and help me forget everything that happened.
Why didn't we get to know each other sooner? HAHA.
even though we have disagreements everyday, we'll always have jokes, agreements and funny imaginary stories of people we hate to cover up (:
she's the reason why i fall asleep in a good mood all the time :D
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i'm going to sound funny saying this, but READERS PLS TAG ):
Always the same people tagging -.-

Friday, August 22, 2008
I'm learning to fall
I can hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
hey peepo. i was reading my old blogs, and i've realised things changed. and i changed too.
i even typed differently. Last time:
you = yoo.
la = larh/luhhs
G = Q (eg. twitting = twittinqq) [wth? lollers]
haha = haas.
and = & (who the hell did i learn being stupid from, haha)
eeew.. i can't bear to think of others. i SO feel like an idiot.
but there were good times too ): i remember we were so carefree on those days, nothing on our minds but going out after school, talking on the phone, maplinqq (kidding) , and going to school just to see our beloved friends.
And Cherie tan has got the honour to read how stupid i was from July 2006 till now.. and shes nudging me repatedly, copy/pasting what idiotic stuff i wrote and laughing it off. awww, haha.
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i know in about 1 year's time, Future Helena will be reading this too. so hey future helena, how's it going? fine i hope .___. really really hope. how will future helena look like? will she have a boyf? (lol) and what will she think when she reads this?
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school was fine. argh im so crazy over you. i'm scared of the future ): very scared.
but excited too. i wonder how i will be.
this is to anyone who remembers my old blog urls. interested you can go and read :) and also prepare to laugh your asses off :)

Thursday, August 21, 2008
I am currently the most:
-happy
-delighted
-overjoyed
-ecstatic
person in the world.



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I won't bother about you anymore.
If i take revenge, i'm just going to stoop as low as you.
but don't expect me to treat you as if you're one of my friends.
wait, we were never friends. bitch. so what makes you think i'll care so much about what you say? the only one that's going to be at loss is you.
on a happier note, today was great. GREAT.
and sorry yok for spreading the germmms to you.
may we recover fast. HAHAHA.
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do you catch a breath when i look at you
are you holding back like the way i do?

Wednesday, August 20, 2008
There are days when outside your window,
I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective,
when we'll be lovers, lovers at last
http://news.sg.msn.com/sci-tech/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1631680
scary. what if my ipod catches fire? ._.
anyway, i had fun in school today.
i felt bad skipping archery assesment, but i was on MC so i have an excuse ._.
and it's fun to tease mariel, during english abel, fabian and i kept calling her apple.
and searching the dictionary for the defenition of "apple", and readin it out to her.
applesauce, crab apple (whatever that is), apple pie.
And saying apple in chinese and bahasa indonesia.
but after a while it got boring, haha.
oh yes, during english we also played charades with taboo cards.
uber fun. but some of us got kinda sick words like, G-string, briefs, strip, babe and had to act very sexily, or whatever's mentioned. still, it's good fun. i went up to act and i remembered i got mad cow disease but i skipped it. -__-
anw, i hope miss morris doesnt notice i didn't go to detention.
:/ if im caught it might result in a freaking demerit or whatever.
obviously miss morris doesn't know how to give demerits because they stay with you till you graduate, and __ also got one for not bringing textbook, twice ):
History is starting to get boring, really.
all we do is sit there and do what she says as if we're robots.
*reconsiders taking history next year*
okay see you people, helena's rest time :D

Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
♥♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIN, one of the prettiest girls i know :)
today during break Julin brought out the cake some guy called Thanapon bought her ohh.
haha, i kid. it was a very delicious fruit cake.
i like fruit cake, minus the fruit :P
Anyways, after all of us had some she went to bring a piece to Thanapon in the tennis court, so hell yea i followed ;P
TENNIS COURT! ahh he was there!!
I am going to chinese B next year, if mommy dearest allows );
cant cope in higher and express sucks.
going off to see doctor later, long time since i paid him a visit, heh.
and you said, hey.

Monday, August 18, 2008
msn:
maybe if you knew i cared says:
BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
maybe if you knew i cared says:
SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE.

yes someone kill me, i suck. i'm lousy. a loser at this game.

*FUUUUCK, I HATE BEING SICK. I HATE FLU AND SORETHROAT. I DONT WANA GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!! IM SNEEZING LIKE A MAD COW. NOOOOOOO



And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
This is going to be thing we've ever seen


I was late for school today.. so i have to prepare for early bird soon. Couldnt sleep last night, sleeping has just got harder for me (insomnia?) Hmm and, i need someone to give me wake -up calls, maybe that would help much? It's embarrassing to be one of the familiar faces walking into the hall after flag-raising.

And i think lost Danielle's maths textbook today, which means i have to give her mine. dayummm. and today my grandfather forgot to give me money so i had to borrow from Danielle and now i owe her two bucks. And on my way to the range, i forgot to bring rubberbands so my grandpa sent me somewhere and i bought pretty glittery and plain rubberbands!

Ah well Maxine just came online and i just gave her a nudge (; it's fun to have a friend whose crush is in your crush's class too. Oops i just said that. I have history project of the feudal system due tomorrow and i havent started yet. so much for working hard in hist. but i will still strive for a 7 in effort :x and i also have chinese spelling to learn.. which i dont learn. Haha oh well gotta run.

i detest you for who you are, sucker (:

xx

Sunday, August 17, 2008
Long as I know you got me
I'll be loving you long time.
Rushing on my english essay now. mrs tan wants me to write sophisticatedly eh? i'll show her sophisticated. as for art, give up already. and i have to rush my history "illustration of the feudal system" project.. *whines* who knew year 2 could be alr quite stressful, i'd hate to think of the year 4's stress level. oh yes, and i'm replacing art with history. so i'll have no creative shit in my subject list next year, which is gooood. cause i'm backwards in music and art. oh well i have to get started before my dad comes back.. -_______- life is so depressing when you're piled up to the nose with work, esp when your a student supposing to be enjoying life, and playing golf :x
):

Saturday, August 16, 2008
And why should I be sane without you

Seriously, things have to change from now on.
I must change my working attitude, and get my life organized.
today we had igsce subject option whatever in school.. i didnt pay attention much to the stuff they were talking about.. was only paying attention to mr. dreamy.
and the subjects i will most likely be taking next yr are..
Eng, Lit, E Maths, Physics and Bio, Spanish and Chinese, Geo, Art.
i'm going to be a linguist, hohoho. but i'm going to have to build up some foundation in spanish. i wanna take it as a Second lang and chinese as third d:
hmm, after that went to heeren.. bought one Old Skool! shirt from queen's couture. and the coolest Lacoste shoes, but my mom was the one who bought the most things.. haha. i think she came back with.. 3 pairs of shorts, 1 pair of shoes, 3 shirts? lolll. today was a goooood dayy. just that i have homework piling up.. ):
xx

Friday, August 15, 2008
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
yo. when i reached schl today i got into so much hassle just because i didnt bring the stupid school tie.. they almost made me buy one for $10 so retarded. the Business Enterprise club is officially my enemy. Mr Png let me off at last.. but i need to have my freaking tie on monday great embarrassment... shits.
erm erm oh ya nobu was soooo cute when he went up to stage and made a short thank you speech to our school.. so many year 2s were cheering for him xD Hmm then during bio i got nobu's email, number, address (lol) .. and at abt 2pm they had to go alr.. alot of us sent them to the office.. and after that when they were going to leave nobu cried on his suitcase!!!
awww . then maxine and i hugged him. after that maxine and i went to mrs tan's class to find yok and mariel and when we were looking at this pic mariel took of nobu's really sweet note to us and we still could make out what he was writing.. and then was when....
that was when ...
i cried. LOL.
hahahha. well i'll miss them soooo much ):
OH YES! MAXINE, I'M SOOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU!! AHHHH. YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT :D
and, I LOVE YOU JAPAN <33 <3 <3
xx

Thursday, August 14, 2008
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

Today was a gooooooooood day. especially prayer *gasp gasp*
except for history we had our key word test and i was too stooopid to keep staring at 2X's seating chart during the test and when miss morris said the definition of "democracy" i wrote "decentralised government" and that caused me to lose my full marks. 26/28. dumb right? i wanna shoot myself. zzz. ahhh after school to Haagen Daaz with Nobu, Taka, Maxine, Mariel, Lihui, Yok, Nicola, Rachel, Ju Lin, Mei Chen and Katerina yes thats a big group hoho. i had ONE SCOOP cookies and cream and that cost me $10.45 retarded price i know.. money down the drain T.T and i was happy mostly today, especially for before history while walking to class, morning time and when we were going to be dismissed during bio.. hahha not telling why :X


♥♥♥♥♥♥

Wednesday, August 13, 2008
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong


yay i cant wait for tomorrow we might be going out with Nobu and Taka their the cutest japanese boys i've ever met :DD i think i forgot to mention they joined us on tuesday for some immersion programme.. only for 3 days ): i want them to stay longer!! their are SOOOO adorable everyone loves them! their our age but they look like my younger bro im serious. Ahhhhh. adobrable adorable. anyway today for PE we did archery i was so close to bullseye i got the yellow part mannnn. the Belgian chocolate mrs tan gave out divine. but i couldnt get a second piece.. but i got 3 pieces of toffee and i finished up all the assortment chocs ._. fat fat fat helena.
in the morning i was pissed with yok but it was over something so stupid. hmphhhhh and someone has been bitching about me ohh.. watch out bitch dont think i dont know =) later i shoot archery arrow fly right into your chest hahaa sadistic i know..

oops gotta go

and oh yes.. good luck to C' Div Rugby boys.. do us proud, haha. and good luck to year 4's and my yummy vanilla for their prelims tmr too.. if any of you are actually reading this, lol.

xx

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Boys Like Girls - Heels Over Head

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
If I drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?
Wow Madam Ong didnt even ASK me for the project, i worried so much for no reason.. and i'm lazy to do now. the foolish never learn do they? i suppose not. anyways, OMGOMG. HAHA. I'M ON GOLF CHANNEL NOW AND A GOLFER JUST SLIPPED INTO THE POND AFTER HITTING A SHOT. HILARIOUS.
Anyway, today mrs. tan gave us chocolate which was nice but i can't wait for the belgian one she's going to give out tmr hohoho. i'm starting to be annoyed by yok she still ignores me when i ask her for help during maths. and she even asked me why i was mad at her during lunch.
Mmmm, craving for Toblerone now. i'm so going to regret this. look at what chocolate does to your figure and complexion ): so what its supposed to be good for you cause it contains cocoa thingies...
xx

Monday, August 11, 2008
Helena is officially dead (:
She has not started on her Comic Life project which is due tomorrow,
and also has not started on her history write-up which is ALSO due tomorrow.
And she has spent the whole day sitting in front of the computer,
Which makes her a no-lifer.

hello readers.
i have already planned my excuse for NOT doing Art.
I'll just say i forgot my thumbdrive (:
Anddd i have to start soon...
I forgot to ask Maxine for her carebear -__- ...
Which makes things even worse..
ohwell, i'll leave you guys hanging here.

xx

Saturday, August 9, 2008
I'm going to sound stupid posting this,
but its for whoever that cares.
so to anyone who gives a shyt about Singapore turning 43,
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY (:

oh yes, horror night was kinda awesome. I forgot my jacket but it was kind of Wynton to lend me his Liverpool jacket. I shouldnt have forgotten it cause the temperature was 16degs and i felt bad that Wynton had to hide in his sleeping bag ):
Anyway. we watched a few movies, but i think i enjoyed Gothika most. I slept at about 5.45 to 6am? not sure. how i survived? -Red Bull from wynton. nachos and coke too.

The horror maze was fun too.,even though i screamed alot cuz after that some random guy came up to me and asked me if i was the girl who screamed alot -.-

Sad i have no pictures ): it was too dark and i was lazy anyway :P And i remember during some movies when the scary parts where here, some year 3s behind will shout out " SEX! " and make the whole hall laugh. lol.
andddd, the hall floor was impossible to sleep on. woke up at 7.10am with my whole body aching. Went home at 7.35, and slept more at home until 11. :D

Mariel's Birthday party tomorrow :D <3

Friday, August 8, 2008
I'm looking at you through the glass,
Don't know how much time has passed.
Oh God it feels like forever.


Welll, i'll be using both xanga and blogger now, depending on my mood.
Haha. Didnt go school, went to play a round at Jurong Country Club.
Shot a new best score :DD Drinks on the house! Haha.
YAY my parents are letting me go for horraaa night! im gona get get packing sooon :D

Tuesday, August 5, 2008
RELINK BABES (:
http://www.xanga.com/darksidecrush

:D
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Monday, August 4, 2008
Even though nothing bad happened today, it was still a crap day for me.
well, firstly the sight of someone makes me puke.
i dont know why maxine even let them come to sit with us at lunch today -__-
wtf man... i wanna tell them to F off also canot.. zzz.
And that idiot face keeps making damn lame jokes which arent even funny.
and i kept laughing fake laughter..
and the way you speak is like shit. wtf man, cant understand a fcuk. cant ur accent get more singlish?
im gonna tell maxine everything tmr so she'll get things straight and finally i can live in peace (:
I dont know why but, i'm such a fake/bad friend sometimes. What has gotten into me?
Ohwell, the only thing i can look forward to in my life now is Australia!
And thats in October.. oh well. Another... 2 and a half months of hellishness..

I realised there's alot of "..."s in this post . Haha!
Oh well. i should be going to bed.
Nights.
xx

Sunday, August 3, 2008
I HAD THE BEST DREAM LAST NIGHT I HOPE I DREAM OF THAT DREAM EVERY NIGHT FROM NOW ON :D

Saturday, August 2, 2008

THIS??


or this?


I swear im going to get this first thing on the my next trip to KL. hohoho ;D

I'm being so materialistic, and i am going to enjoy my Saturdays from now on.
So no more waking up for gym ( ok somtimes :D )
Hope my mom will bring me to Far East Plaza later. ):

-edited.
Ohwell, i didnt go to Far East.
but we went Novena. To get some stuffs from Adidas.
And i bought the coolest most expensive $160 shoes from adidas by Stella McCartney.
yayyyy. but my mom is going to be calculative abt everything now. zzzz.
ah, she'll get over it :D

Friday, August 1, 2008
today was fine. lol.
and my school is organizing Horror Night on next friday night to saturday morning.
i asked my dad but i'm not sure if he allows the sleep over school thing .
pray pray pray he will let me go. ):
ahhh