hi.

Helena 14, Acs Intl. ♥♥♥

Cherie
Julia
Gladys
Phu Lwin
Gwen
Wang Shi
Ching Ting

June 2008
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November 2008

It's Term 4 people, doesnt time pass fast?

before we know it, it's Term 1 '09 all over again.

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i had a really weird and disturbing dream last night.

woke up at 5.45 feeling all shocked and stuff, but i calmed down and went back to sleep.

today was okay.. not the most ideal first day of school.

but i was happy to see everyone again, after 1 week.

the best part of today was skipping 15minutes of art with Maxine and going to the third level near-staircase area to have a nice, pour-it-all-out chat with her.

and mrs tan made a big, big mistake today. i can't imagine how i'll react if it happened to me.

and that's when apologizing won't help cause the damage is already done.

one good thing about today, last guitar lesson.

i think i need someone to talk to.

i need someone to tell everything to, cause my problems aren't solved yet.

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I give myself until the end of this week to get myself back on track.

i'm a patient person, but i'll only be patient for the things worth waiting for.

if you still keep me waiting, i'll just assume you're unsure of yourself and i'll go.

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tried looking through Google for what my weird dream meant.

i guess it's too weird to be deciphered. hahaha.

i'm really hating this.

and i realise how things are different compared from there and acs.

it's just a totally different society, which means different behaviour.

You guys also put up pictures, which makes me think of those sec 1 days,

and where you don't have to worry about making friends :)

there was just this thing that made us all friends, where looks or possessions don't matter.

but in acs no matter what you do, there's always people bitching about you,

even people you don't know.

they don't have this we're-all-friends thing.

But there's also good about Acs.

oh well, don't know what i'm talking about as usual, goodnight.