Monday, July 28, 2008
since i am bored, i shall post.okay..
i have failed myself again by slacking today. so today, i actually did nothing. zero. zilch.
i lived another meaningless day. when will the time come, when before we go to sleep at night, we know that today we haved done something meaningful or courageous? when will i go to sleep peacefully knowing that today, i have learnt something useful, helped someone in need, done something i have never dared to do, achieved something good?
sometimes i pause and think, if i go on with life like this, what will become of me? I dont want to live a life consisting of Juicy Couture, Louis Vuitton, Prada, Chanel, handphones, computers, wallets, bags, and the list can go on forever. Living a life like that is not a life. When will humans be able to say that even if you throw out all the meaningless stuffs mentioned above, i will still be happy WITH or WITHOUT those objects?
there's one word i hate to think of/about.
FUTURE.
it just scares me to think of what will happen to me next time.
Typical of me. I wanna succeed, but i don't work.
i'm such a joke.